I thought I'd try this. It could be a good daily support system and help some tears or depression or joy, whatever. Let's get to know each other and help each other!
Really bad day for me today. No vertigo but that "off" feeling. The to do list is on the shelf. I just feel so inept when I can't do things. Woke up with that panicky feeling that lasted all day no matter what I did and my nose is running. May be something else. Who knows. I did vacuum, mop, dinner, clean-up...that doesn't include pet time. Daily chores. I read a bit. I opened a book on simple crochet stitches. Got the chain down but a simple double stitch I still can't figure out, lol. I guess itS how much you can push through it some days and knowing when to stop. How'd you do?
Today went by really fast for me. I had an appointment this morning and ran some errands. The Meniere's is doing really good right now. Well, except for the obnoxious tinnitus. One ear sounds like a static radio and seems to be triggered by noise even though I have hearing loss in that ear. You rub your fingers together right next to your ear and should hear it. I don't hear it in the static ear at all. The other ear has intermittent pounding noise to the rhythm of my pulse. The static ear is the worst. It helps to put an ear plug in it to minimize the noise so the static will stop or lessen. Hoping I can fall asleep at a decent hour tonight. I've been up until about 4 the past few nights because I just couldn't turn off my brain long enough to fall asleep. I'm exhausted but can't get to sleep. All in all, not a bad day. Just dreary. Tomorrow I actually have to accomplish something.
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I have my grands here. Love these guys but guess what? They're getting bigger and like spending time with their aunt and uncles. Now I sit back and smile and think, "we did good, we did the best we could and it's really nice to have such a big family grouping on a weekly basis. A granddaughter on the way after so many boys. Aria, I've been talking to her already with my hand splayed on dil's tummy. She's being great about that. My husband says I'm crazy, lol. Told him that's what the Psychiatrist said and I don't think I stuttered. Back and forth a bit. I know he was really tired and it's a long drive, 75 miles, with 2 kids in the car, lol. Now I've become introspective and am easily feeling on the defensive. At the same time I'm crying a lot. I keep thinking about all of these health issues and taking Aracept which is used to treat Dementia. I'm just hoping it's the Menieres that's causing it. Had a root canal today. 1 of 3. That went well once the 2 Klonipin I took with a bit of alternative medication and 3 Advil. I probably could have fallen asleep if it weren't for having to keep my mouth open wider than it's ever been. I'm getting no support. Is this a pity party? You can tell me. I'm not going to proofread. If you read this please reply. I need help.
I'm watching the tutorial. I almost got the first stitch down. This was supposed to be a baby blanket in a day. Grands are here. Having a great time with them. Ty
I will probably never get to meet my grandkids...just too old. I'm just hoping I'm around to meet my kids girlfriends or if they get confused about their gender their boyfriend.
In a weird kind of way I can see my oldest playing around in the mud puddle but the 2 younger ones, not a chance in hell!
Wow, am I tired! Loving time with the grandsons. Always a stop by the boardwalk just to see the ocean. Then the Mall to East Meets West which I'm told is a "Hippie Store." However they each found a dragon statue to remind them that Hrandma shops at a hippie store, lol. McDonalds for dinner since they never get McDOnalds, he-he. Dairy Queen Valentines ice cream cake. Played monopoly but they cheat! Watched THe Walking Dead reruns. Sleep whispering, until they fell askeep. I left them on my bed and slept on one of the recliners.. Roadway is sons gf birthday and she has 3 kids... I'm having a blast!! Note: I had an episode around noon. Lasted til 1:30 but mucked through it...it in the bathroom. Today...exhausted, LOL.
Nice avatar. Don't know if I could do the whole girlfriend with 3 kids stuff, my hats off I that young man!! The next question is... Are they all from the same guy or different guys?