Death in the family - daughter is tying this for all of you

What a tragedy; I am so sorry for your loss. I didn't know your mother well. I do know that she cared enough about others to share her experience here and I for one greatly appreciate it.

 

Leesa, NO ONE is perfect and she did not expect that from you or any one. She was proud of you! It's awful she was taken so soon and not fair at all! But, do not beat yourself up or worry about all you wish you did. YOU were a good daughter to her. She knew you loved her. I know it's easier said than done. Hugs!

 

^^^agree

In our conversations through the years she would always tell me how much she loved you and how proud she was of you and all her kids. No parent, kid, spouse is perfect but shea leads told me how much she loved her family and how proud of the she was especially you..her daughter.

You can always tell the character if someone by what they do when no one is watching and Gina/Bea was the same in private as she was in public.

I will always cherish our PM's and Phone calls just to laugh at life, this crappy disease and what was going on in life. Sooo funny.....and she always spoke of her love for her family even when times were not the best and she was struggling with this disease. Family, kids and grandkids always came first....just as they should.

 

My deepest condolences. Sorry for your loss. May she Rest in Peace.

 

So sorry to hear about this. My deepest sympathies.

 

Very sorry to hear of your loss - I always looked for posts from Bea - interesting and always with humor. With this disease humor is very important.
Take care - John

 

I am so sorry for your loss. Bea was a wonderful contributor here and really cared about everyone.

 

So sorry to hear about this. My deepest sympathies.

 

My condolences.

 

Your mom was a such a caring, loving woman who helped all of us here so very much! I am so so sorry for your loss and I will keep your family and friends in my prayers. Please take care!

 

I am sick over this news! Thoughts, prayers, and condolences to you and your family. She will be greatly missed. She was a huge inspiration to many people in this community.

 

Still having trouble dealing with Bumblebea's passing. I was talking to her just hours before her parting and she was so nice and caring. I feel like things are just going downhill for me on so many levels, and now this. I am trying to find something positive to hang on to. I do believe in possibilities for life after death. I can't imagine the pain her family is going through.

 

So sad for all here and for her family! Do hope you are getting the much needed support you were hoping for in your last posting.
It's 'no fun' feeling like many of us do here, dealing with the anxiety/depression it causes and feeling like--'I want my life back'!
I know I say that--pray for that often and I know many here do the same.
Yet--we all do 'keep on keeping on' and some days are better than others.

I see my Neuro ent tomorrow--and have another hearing test (my hearing is not good at all with new hearing aids). Tinnitus has returned and can be really nerve wracking at times--but then eases up. I have an appt. with a Neurologist sooner than expected. Got moved up to the first part of April.

So--things are looking up--if only these appts. have something encouraging for me.
Take care and keep in touch here. We all need each other's support.

 

I am checking in after a bit of a hiatus and am shocked and so sad to read this news.

Thank you Bumblebea's daughter for letting us know what is going on. I think this disease is very difficult on the family members, and I am hugely grateful to mine even if they aren't graceful about 100% of the time, they do so much and have to accommodate in so many ways. From everything I'm reading, know that you must have been such a big, appreciated, beloved support to her. I am so sorry for your loss and hope you are getting whatever you need to work through this jarring, unexpected, and unwanted change.

I have almost been hit by cars myself crossing the street because of the way my hearing loss (particularly since it fluctuates) messes with my hearing. Whether this was a factor for Bumblebea or not, I find this frightening to the core. I am trying to make a habit of looking very carefully both ways, even if I don't think I hear anything.

 

I understand your feelings. I often wonder why people drive so fast? Where are they going? Or what are they running from? It is an epidemic. Prayers, in time your grieving will diminish. Obviously, right now not so much. Take care.