I went to an Oto at Pennsylvania Hospital last week for the first time. I did have my records forwarded from my old Oto and ENT before going to the appointment. This Oto believes my disease is "dying off." After 27 years, the issues with my frequent dizzy spells is no longer associated with the erratic signal coming from my diseased ear but, and I am struggling to remember the exact phraseology, it is now the inability of my brain to reset normal balance. I know my disease has changed over the past few years. I no longer get the violent vertigo with hours of vomiting but now get bursts of dizziness that last anywhere from 30 to 90 minutes. It causes nausea and has me feeling "off" for most of the day so it is not something I want to just live with. I like this doctor because it sounds like he is willing to try anything - once he rules out that the disease is bilateral. I have never had any issue (tinnitus, roaring, fullness, hearing loss) in my left ear but because I told him sometimes the environment seems to jump in front of me he just wants to rule out bilateralism. Bottom line is he wants me to do vestibular therapy to help reset balance within my brain and he believes that will help. The more I learn about this disease the more convinced I become that there are several causes and therefore several treatments but just wondering if anyone has ever experienced true burnout? Of course this will do nothing for the constant, very loud tinnitus but that is something I can live with. Appreciate any responses.
Yes and no. Not a myth in that over time its a well documented fact that like hearing cells vestibular cells are damaged. As vestibular cells are damaged vestibular problems normally diminish. Is a myth that total demise or burnout happens all the time. My doc says he has seen true vestibular wipeout by clinical criteria very few times with MM. But more often with tumors or toxic causes. (gent) But for sure it gets dumbed down....sometime significantly....I guess that is the burnout some speak of. Interesting that your question also explains why some vitamin "regimens" you see on this site say they work. Just wait long enough with a placebo and you get some degree of burn out and feel better. Watch out....the vitamin people will pounce on my comment. Usually happens. Ha ha ha. Be wary if they do however. Good question. Thank you for asking. Maybe our posts will help someone. Peace
No, "we" won't. Those who have found chronic (continuing) relief from well-selected vitamins and supplements ("vitamins," alone, offer little or no relief) will continue with their good outcomes. Those certain that vitamins, minerals, and supplements can only be phony nostrums of no legitimate utility universally reject any evidence to the contrary. Those with such perspectives are welcome to restrain Meniere's therapies only to those in medical textbooks. It's not a matter (at least for some) of useful discussion. The case is closed. --John of Ohio
Teesdale, I'm similar to you except I am Bilateral and have had MM for 33 of my 53 years. The "burnout" is when the balance nerves are finally and completely destroyed. There is relief of sorts. Instead of spinning I now just Stay Off Balance. No change in tinnitus and the pressure varies daily. For me, my hearing had been stable for the last 15 years until 6 months ago. Suddenly the hearing in my right ear plummeted out and didn't return. I'm now adjusting to hearing aids. Decline of hearing is what's left from now on (along with the normal issues listed above). Best of luck and it sounds like you've got a great doctor--I'd stay with him‼️
Thanks all for the responses. I'm a bit saddened to see arguments between people who all have one thing in common: Trying desperately to find (or keep) relief from these symptoms anywhere we can find it. Although if we were all from the same mindset I think we'd all die of a fate worse than Menieres - boredom. So it's all good. Beachkitty, I'm still a bit confused about the balance nerve completely burning out and yet still having imbalance issues. Is it just that the brain has had to struggle so long against an erratic ear that it simply can no longer find baseline balance even with the other balance agents compensating? Do you think the reason for you staying off balance is because you are bilateral? I'm just wrestling with the thought that if my balance nerve is 99% dead and I kill the other 1% with gentamicin that I may have a shot to not "just stay off balance." Peace.
I think if i had already lost 99% of my balance, then i'd just get a laby to clean it out. There doesn't appear to be much "off balance" feeling reported by laby proponents on this forum.
I've had MM since May '15. After many spinning attacks, I had shunt surgery. Which lessened frequency of attacks. But I still had them. Then after my first gentamicin injection, I'd had the spin attacks even less frequently. I've had 3 gent injections now. The spinning attacks are infrequent, about 1 every 4 months. BUT I'm still dizzy every day almost. So, to answer your question, it's very hard to say about burn out. Was it the shunt that helped? Surely it did with the major attacks. The injections? Time? Natural damage from MM. Intentional damage from injections? Probably a combination of all the above have lessened my attacks. But again, the daily dizziness remains at the level and frequency it always has...so no burn out on that issue.
teesdale, I don't think that burnout is a myth, but I don't think it's a guarantee, either. I belive that there are many causes for our symptoms. It seems that there are so many variables so it's impossible to know if or why the vertigo can burn out. I was diagnosed in 1997. i had horrendous vertigo , lasting for 12 hours or more always with vomiting. The attacks were sporadic and not predictable. I tried various remedies with no success. I had 2 different remissions from the vertigo , both lasting 3 years. Then the vertigo came back with avengeance in 2006 with the exception that even tho the attacks lasted as long and were more frequent, they were less violent. During this time I was advised to do activities that required me to challenge my balance such as walking , tennis, biking , skating on the days when I was able to do that. I even tried the playground balance beams when fooling around with the grandsons. Eventually the vertigo has petered out. I haven't had a really bad episode of vertigo since 2008. My balance is pretty good and I do not have daily dizziness. Btw, I believe that vertigo and dizziness are two very different things. I had a tiny vertigo blip a couple of months ago which scared the heck out of me. I thought my remission was over. Now I think it may have been unrelated to Menieres. I think it's possible for MM to burn out in regards to vertigo. I am reconciled that I will have the 24/7 tinnitus and regular aural fullness. The little hearing I have in that ear is distorted , therefore useless. I just wanted you to know that it is possible to burnout the vertigo and not have balance /dizzy issues. I hope you do the VRT as I believe it will be beneficial to you. Hang in there.
I really feel for your story Melc. That's so tough to hear that you had MM that long. And man, what a sad letdown it must have been when it came back after you probably thought you got off Scott free twice for 3 years apiece. I relate to a lot of what you said. Though thank goodness I've "only" had it since 2015, and have been undergoing medical procedures to lessen the symptoms. What medical procedures have you had. Or if you've already posted your story, please link me to it. thanks
Thanks for your comments, Pupper. I know that many sufferers have had it worse than I. I consider myself fortunate that I eventually came out of this on the right end of it. I feel badly for those who for what ever reason don't get that relief. It is so frustrating I didn't have any procedures. I came close to trying the gentamicin but chickened out. I tried the lo so, no caffeine, no alcohol, no dairy, no gluten, Serc. Now I do all of that in moderation and feel really well vertigo wise. I'm pretty confident that I'm in burnout from the vertigo because I'm now doing absolutely nothing to try to stop the vertigo ( except avoid MSG) but. I did that when I was still experiencing vertigo. As I said, so many variables, so confusing. I share my story so that others will know that even tho it was hell, it can get better.
Interesting Melc, that your experience does seem to give credence (so far) to the burn-out idea. Strictly for knowledge of the disease, it's good you didn't do any medical procedures. In that, you're an unadulterated case of burn-out. I say that with a grain of salt of course. MM being so frustratingly random, for both patients and researchers. It's strange to me that people like yourself, who had severe vertigo (spinning) attacks it for years, never decided to have medical procedures. What, are you some sort of masochist? Kidding. But really...
Scott Tom... you make a really good point about once its 99%. My problem has been knowing when its 99%. Since although there is objective testing....its not objectively quantified. "Almost dead" is the best I have been able to get my doc to say, but he said he could not put a % on it. Almost dead reminds me of a Billy Crystal scene in the movie "A Princess Bride" its hilarious. When eyes are closed or in the dark I am totally off balance. So I know its my eyes and touch that keep me upright ....mostly. But they still get a response from vibration etc. I know if I still get the spins its not totally dead....but rather just messed up....ear is still talking to my brain. When its not sending those bad signals to my brain....i am thinking it still may be helping up stay upright at least a little. So its a hard choice. The good news is that the vertigo it not as violent as in the past. The laby is offered but I am going to wait a little longer for the total burnout to come true. Once the spins totally stop I know its closer or maybe totally dead. Good luck to all. Good discussion.
Hi teesdale, Burnout isn't a myth. I have experienced it twice. I developed MM in my left ear in the early 70's. By the mid 70's I experienced burnout with no vertigo and severe hearing loss in that ear. I was fine until the early 80's then started having symptoms in my right ear (low frequency hearing loss, but no vertigo). I was diagnosed with hydrops. That progressed to full blown MM over several years. In the mid 80's I developed severe vertigo. I underwent a right middle ear exploration and they found three peri-lymphatic fistulas and patched them. I did well and was vertigo free for about three months then the severe vertigo returned. I underwent a second right middle ear exploration and they found that one of the patches had blown. They re-patched it and I have been vertigo free ever since. Even though that stopped the vertigo, it didn't stop the hearing loss. I'm now the proud owner of two cochlear implants and I now have low normal hearing. Even though I've lost all balance function in my ears, I'm fortunate in that my brainstem has taken over for balance. I do very well with balance except in total darkness. Best regards, Jim
"It's strange to me that people like yourself, who had severe vertigo (spinning) attacks it for years, never decided to have medical procedures. What, are you some sort of masochist? Kidding. But really..." Pupper, I'm not sure it is that strange to not undergo medical procedures. In my case I had severe vertigo for the first 25 years with this disease. And it was hell the day of the attack and maybe the next day wasn't the best because of the sheer exhaustion of the attack. But, at least in my case, the following weeks, months, year, whatever were symptom free. Once I was finally diagnosed with MM, I knew what it was and I just lived with it. But for the past few years, it is a different disease. I haven't had a severe vertigo attack in years but I am now frequently dizzy and it doesn't disappear for any significant length of time. Now I am considering a medical procedure because this stage of the disease is something I cannot just live with. I almost yearn for the days of the severe vertigo. Almost.
I'm similar to you Teesdale, in that the severe spinning attacks are much less frequent (due to a mix of shunt surgery, gentamicin injections, and time) but my daily dizziness hasn't changed much since the beginning. So I've decided to have a VNS. Come. Won't you join me in this decision? Don't fear the reaper. Seriously though. Make your own decision. But it would be cool if we went through VNS together.
Pupper, I'm on day 23 of no-dizzy so, of course, I'm convincing myself that I've gotten over some hump and that maybe burnout is occurring. So right now I'm not considering any destructive measures but who knows what the future will bring. I wish you all the luck in the world with the VNS but, for now, I will not be joining you on that journey.