From Birth God Judged Me: I Am Dark I Must Fight Within The Dark My Soul Please Understand It He Loved All That Is Me Even The Dark Of My World His Ghost Now At My Side When Will This Shadow Leave Me All Alone? A Smile Through The Darkness Hope Freely Given i help you laugh i make it easier Nobody Sees The Blackness Life Without That Comfort For Me Always I Soothe Myself Or Drown The Permanence Of This Pain