I fell in love with it. I'm pretty sure my hair will do that. Just need the bangs to grow out a bit more.
I never thought Aunrey would ever make it to the final 3. I still don't think she'll win but with the way this game went, who knows. Oh, this is Survivor.
Big Brother comes next. It's on so many times a week that its hard to catch. I'm happy with who won Survivor. Zella's nudging me, must be cuddle time...even though she chewed the remote.
Used to be a Big Brother watcher too. That was a really good show. Miss it. I was planning on driving for the first time in about 6 weeks to take my son and I to a doctor appointment today. My husband hasn't been feeling all that great (probably because I've put so much on him lately). He wouldn't let me drive. He did the balance test the doctor does in the office when I go in. You know, where you stand with your feet together, hands crossed over your chest, and eyes closed. Tried it several times. Couldn't stand up straight. I told him my balance is probably always going to be off to some degree from now on and that the balance part doesn't affect my driving. But since I had a couple of small dizzy spells yesterday, mainly blurry vision, he wouldn't let me drive. Ugh. One more appointment for my daughter late this afternoon. Thankfully, tomorrow the only place we have to go is to get groceries. Sure wish I could hurry up and drive. I want a hair cut.
I drove today. Not far. I always have a warning before the spins come. I felt so much better driving! Concentrating more than usual on staying between the lines and so,ehow that hand to eye concentration even slowed my anxiety some. I think you should get a ride to get your hair down. It'll do you good to get away and to do something for yourself. Grocery shopping big is really setting me off. I get anxiety days before I have to go. I go with my daughter but the whole thing about grocery shopping makes me feel nauseous and if I don't get out fast enough vertigo will set in. They know me there and my medical situation. Usually when the head cashier manning the front desk will open a register for me. Isn't that really nice. Big Brother is a great show. I'll be watching as much as possible this year. Should be soon. Fair, you gonna watch? We'll have something else to talk about. Guess because I'm sitting and sitting up I'm rambling again,
I get a warning too before it hits but I'm terrified to drive if even that happens. My vision gets screwy, my eyes flutter like butterflies, and if I move my head an inch the room trails behind me. That's how I know it's coming. There's even been a couple of times I've had to have my husband pick me up at work because it hit and I one, couldn't stand up to work, and two, couldn't even attempt to drive. Happened while I was out with my grandma once too and luckily we were close to my moms so we went right back there and I had to stay all day until my dad got home so he could take me home. I really do think I'm ok to drive now. Wish I could still watch Big Brother. Maybe it would be on hulu the night after it airs on tv. They do that with some shows. I probably need to wait until I go back to work and get a paycheck to get a haircut. Planning to go back next Friday. Only three days a week. My husband gets paid tomorrow but we have an ass load of medical bills I'm trying to pay on. Everyone wants something and no one is happy with what I give them. Too bad. At least they're getting something. I don't mind the grocery store if I don't have to go alone. I used to love getting groceries but really stresses me out now.
Sure glad the grocery store is over. My daughter did all her chores with just a huff and roll of the eyes but my son hasn't finished. He'll take all day to complete three things. I like things done early and finished early otherwise I think about it all day and I can't relax. All is well here today with the exception of dropping a glass bottle of pizza sauce in my kitchen putting groceries away. What a mess!!
Not as bad as carrying a plate full of spaghetti to the table...and how the hell did that whole dish of spaghetti get on the floor and I still have the plate in my hands. That was awful. I'm really stressing about getting my bed done.
I have no idea what is on when. I'll be up late tonight I'm sure. Wish that Lunesta had worked but it sucked. I was one of the few that had a weird reaction to it. Won't be taking that again, or anything like it. Ever.