Hope and not being ashamed

“And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; And patience, experience; and experience, hope: And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.”
Romans‬ 5:3-5‬ KJV‬‬
http://bible.com/1/rom.5.3-5.kjv
I'm really trying to see by faith the love of God. I'm laying here reading the words of life, and I'm holding onto the hand of God. I've read somewhere when the heat turns up the scum comes to the surface. Wow now I can relate to Moses when he said kill me now so I don't see my wretchedness. Or Job when he said why am I tried every morning. David did you forget me hide your face from me? Hannah pleading with God in front of Eli pouring out her heart moving her lips and Eli thinking she was drunk.
“And therefore will the Lord wait, that he may be gracious unto you, and therefore will he be exalted, that he may have mercy upon you: for the Lord is a God of judgment: blessed are all they that wait for him.”
Isaiah‬ 30:18‬ KJV‬‬
http://bible.com/1/isa.30.18.kjv
God give us believers of suffering your Grace.