Is it too much to ask?

To have someone remember my birthday?

 

Debbie you're last name wouldn't happen to be Downer would it?

 

What do you mean?

 

For one's mood to stay the same. Especially, obviously, when it's on the up-side. I don't really get it. I'll be upbeat, and I don't see why that has to change drastically 3 hours later. Nothing in my body or up in my braincase should change THAT MUCH throughout the day, or day to day. Why should some weird chemical reaction take place, when all the ingredients stay the same. I eat healthy. I'm not bipolar. I feel pretty good right now. I'd like to petition city hall for me to stay this way. I have the right to be just ONE person. I'm not asking to be happy. Just mid-content. There's got to be a way to lock it in.

 

O wow pupper you took the words right out of my mouth! Yesterday I awoke in anxious freak mode, then later in the morning I was so happy to be art class and buying yet more art supplies, then I was exhausted and despondent for the rest of the afternoon and evening.

Is it too much to ask for ... an even keeled nervous system??

 

To energize yourself by sticking a butter knife in an electrical outlet. My mom is coming to visit and I feel dead to the world. Don't know how I'm going to open the front door and be all "heyyyy mommmm!!!! come on in!" and be Mr. Talky Goodhost. We haven't seen each other since Thanksgiving and she misses me. So gonna have to try.

 

Pupper maybe you can put old mom to work for you ha!