I've had two very minor attacks in the pas week I think that time line is correct. Then last night was one of OMG please make it stop kind of attacks. Those that makes two or three small attacks plus one major attack over the past week or so. Today is the second appointment I've had to cancel because I sat the alarm and that is NOT at all me. Luckiily I was able to reschedule the appointments. I can't keeep doing that. Any way, is it normal or common to have an attack that close together? That adds up to a total of four attacks one of which was very strong. My husband couldn't come from work, he is a fireman and works 48 hour shifts. I most certainly did not want him to come home. I hung in there until it got a little better. I feel awful and more trouble than I'm worth. Things here have been pretty hectic lately here but good God, will it please stop! I have had two gent shots since April really seemed to help for a while it did I guess. Waking up this morning I slept over. I was still am uneasy on my feet and have already gotten connfused two times and my kids haved looked at me like I have two heads. I'm still just feel so bad for putting so much on my husband I'm sooooo tired but really must get the house cleaned up first. I seriously feel like I have caused so much trouble. I cry severely at least once a day feeling so bad that I have basically put the my family though this hell that I have no control over. I know they understand that but it doesn't take the guilt away. So today I had to reschedule another appointment because I don't feel safe enough to drive. See? It was an appointment for my daughter and I had to reschedule it. All because of this stupid menieres. I have house work I need to get done and then I can lay down. My daughter said she'd help me and my son, well, he might help but I would just have to do it again because a half ass job most of the time. I can't even take my boxer to go potty because he made me fall twice. Now that is put on the kids. The both have special needs so they certainly don't me adding to it. And the icing on the cake is that my husbund is propably going hunting for a few days next week. I really don't mind that he goes but right now I feel like I've been put through the ringer. It's bad enough to make me fall the twice the past few days. Twice in the front yard, one of which was at nigh and husband wasn't home and kids didn't hear me calling for them so I had to literally cyrawl on my hands and knees from the middle of the yard to the front door. Humiliating. Then last week I washed my hair in the shower so I closed my eyes a leaned my back to rinse my hair. Not such a good decision because because I because before i knew it I fell. Woke up confused and stumbling around My other question is what is the defining point in which you know you are bilateral? My right ear is my menieres ear but several times over the past couple weeks I have felt the tennitus in both ears. Seems even that the left is more pronounced with the irritating ringing. And the icing on the cake is that I have no motivation at all. I do the bare minnimun around here then have to sit down to rest and usually never get back to i. Question three is that my last ent that gave my gent shots is an ass and I let him know in no uncertain terms will I be talked to or play 20 questions about who diagnosed me. I've been to see a neurologist several times, ?at ct scan and mri and blood work. Nothing going on on the brain side as well as noe on my nose and all came back fine. This particular ent was rude and he ever told the recempionist at the front door to talk clearly, slowly and loudly going very slow so that I could hear her. What the hell??? This is why I'm going to a new doctor. I'll have my records sent over to the new one and be done with it. Since this other doctor and I clashed prretty bad can he call every ent practice around my area and have me black listed??it that possiiglynd if so, then I guess I need to get my hands on that fille. I'm done with my novel.