Waiting for my friend to pick me up and take me over to another friend’s house for a get together with a bunch of other ladies I haven’t seen in years. Nervous... what if I get an attack? (Drugs in my pocket) What if I can’t hear well? What if they are all wearing perfume? What if I feel yucky being driven in the dark? (Already pre-loaded some clonazepam and meclizine). What if I want to go home before her? (Uber). Ok good chat. Optimism time - it’s supposed to be fun, right?? But I know you guys get it.